Fighting ofr survival

I thought I would never check this blgo anymore but fine!..

I'am in such a Funeral for a friend mood.. I just seriously love that band, is one of my favorite bands..

So yeah this is my personal blog, I guess... no one really needs to read it.. anyways.. I'm not in a good mood at the moment.. I think I'm lovesick.. or whatever. I just really NEED someone next to me to love, to like, to feel atraction. I feel sad, usless, ugly.. you name it. I don't know I guess sometimes you just have your ups and downs.. Guess this is a down time? Hmm.. wonder how much it will last.. :( I just want to meet someone that will give me love and I can love back, someone I can share or waste my time... someone I can sit and watch the stars, Someone to kiss, to feel hope with and that will make me feel a better person. I guess.. he must be really far away from me.

Mood Song. Drive -Funeral for a Friend.