a revelation

E.E. Cummings once wrote: 'To be nobody but yourself- in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else- means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.'

I'm learning to breath, I used to be so frustrated among everything, but is not saying im blending it's saying i'm growing up it feels so good to find yourself out of the glamour and the fakeness that grows among us every single day. People pretending to live a life that they don't need, people pretending to be more important than others 'cause they think it makes them feel superior, out of a world with an uniform where everyone dresses up as the same.

Recently I realized how I had been drowning in that world. Alone in the solitude of my walls I've learned little by little to discover myself. I used to be so insecure about who I was, but the reality is that I was no one. Nothing compared to who I am now. I had become a miserable person and I will never let myself forget that 'cause that means I never wanna go back. I was oblivious from the world or at least thats how i felt. I felt I had been thrown on an exile and it was exquisite. All the pain, the tears, the fear, the rage, the regret, the anger, all those feelings by myself I hated them, but Oh now I can say loved them because it makes me remember I'm alive, I'm a living creature with feelings and it felt good even thought I went into hidding and was on my darkest hours.. I would do it again.

A moment of loneliness can reveal the most amazing secret. It's a must.. to be alone for a time, almost without talking to the people you know. In order to grow you must change your eviroment and surround yourself within the unknown it's the only way you will be able to find yourself talking with the deepest part of your soul and find the revelation of your life.